complicated me...

im such a complicated person...
i want to show people what i felt but i hate to show them to people too...
i want to be friends with others but i dont know how...
i want to be nice and friendly to others but i dont know how...
i wish to communicate better with others but i just dont know what to talk about...
i want to be less selfish but i just cant do it...
i write random things...
i think of random things...
and about blog....i really only write out what i feel and want to express for that particular day...
usually,what i felt for that day will be over on the next day...but i still feel bad for i always write selfish things...
everytime after i express my feeling and thought,i felt bad for... i, myself is too selfish...
haiz....i dont even know what i'm rambling bout now....
i just hope everyone doesnt hate me...or dislike me...
i wish to be emotional at times too...
i want to be a better and more likeable person...but it seem that i cant achieve it...
today is a blue day for me...
right now...
at this particular moment......

♥ Never feel ashamed with what you love... ♥